Today is my birthday. As far as I am concerned, February 9th is a great day to have a birthday. The plum trees are in bloom, plump red hearts are in the store windows, and the hills of California are green. Last night it rained, and now the sun is shining on the damp earth. Yes, a great day to celebrate the miracle of this one specific life!!
Next weekend I go to Pantheacon, the annual Pagan conference in San Jose. The last couple of years I’ve done a lot of reflecting on what it has meant to follow my particular spiritual path, and something about being at Pantheacon makes me acutely aware of the trials and tribulations of being a modern Pagan. Recently I realized that I’m in my Saturn return of being a Witch, as is the particular tradition I’ve taken part in creating.
A Saturn return is an astrological event that happens 27 to 30 years after we were born. This is the amount of years it takes Saturn to move through its orbit and return to the exact point that it was at our birth. A Saturn return signals the time when we grow up astrologically. It is the time to release structures that no longer serve us, and a time to mature into our new adult selves. My first Saturn return has long past, my second one looms ahead, but I, along with a lot of other Pagan folks, are actively being challenged in a Saturn-like way to examine ways in which we and our spiritual tradition need to mature and come of age. Many modern Pagan "traditions" were born about thirty years ago, so despite all the claims of being "the old religion", this is our first go around with Saturn.
A friend wrote me today that besides some whopping cosmic eclipse, today is a day that Jupiter aligns with Mars. I’m not sure what that means, but it makes me happy. It feels almost as great as the birthday that fell on the day that The Beatles played for the first time on Ed Sullivan. I know almost every lyric to the entire soundtrack of the musical Hair. Today, I've been singing that song about the moon being in the seventh house and Jupiter aligning with Mars all day long. You know, the one that starts with "This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius...".
I’m thinking today about my spiritual Saturn return and loving this dawning of the Age of Aquarius. I'm pretty darn sure it is officially here. And something about the Saturn return of being a Pagan and this new age intersect. The grandiosity is fading away, and more and more I feel comfort in being a miniscule part of a much bigger whole. And that's what the tradition I use to believe would change the world actually is - just another small little group among many groups, all of us putting our shoulders and prayers to the wheel, trying to move things in the direction of peace guiding the planets and love steering the stars. The world is changing, you can feel it in the air. But, that is the nature of things, and no person or small group of folks was or is the linchpin of change, or maybe we all are. Every one of us. Yes, I like that idea much more. It's so Aquarian!!!
9 comments:
Happy Birthday!
Damn, I love Aquarians.
Love,
Terri in Joburg
Happy Birthday Week!
I love birthdays! No plum blossoms, yet, here on the East Coast, but I have daffodils peeping up.
Interesting point about modern Paganism's Saturn Return. I do see more and more people in Pagan Blogistan doing some deep thinking about their religion.
Have a wonderful year!
Thanks so for the insight about Saturn Return. Mine's coming up in a month (a Pisces as opposed to Acquarian).
And yes....that so describes some of what's going on in the Pagan world. Or could be, if folks are aware and take advantage of it. Instead of that process of being like a pool in a stream that Reclaiming seems to do (flowing in on one end & out on the other).
I too am readying for Pantheacon. See ya there!
Happy Birthday, a lovely day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I wish I could of been with you to party on the deck over looking the blooming plum trees.
And as for our Saturn return! Wow! Yes, it explains so much of the questioning and reexamination that we have been engaged in this last bit of time.
I am off to Winter Witch Camp in the morning. Let's talk sometime when we both return from our adventures.
I love you.
Thanks, all!! Helen, that's interesting your image of the stream and pond in regards to Reclaiming.
And...my day ended with a REAL treat, definitely as good as the Beatles. Watching the press conference with what appears to be an honest, intelligent, and kind but strong President. A relentless optimist.
Wow.
Happy birthday!
Fellow Aquarian here. Happy Birthday!
Happy belated Birthday!
Defy Gravity!
Pax,
Vox
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